I understand a little bit more about what is going on now. My old blueprint, my subconscious, it, they, are ganging up on me. They are overwhelming me. Wait, what? Does that mean that I am trying to overwhelm myself? They are trying to make me quit so they can call themselves back to the ‘A’ team. Nope, not going to happen. They are benched! Take a back seat my ‘old’ “friends.” There is a new habit forming in town…and it is called the new Rip. “I walk tall among men and they know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life.” There is going to be a fight and I know I am going to win. I’ll work through whatever I must to get you out of my life. You are no good to me anymore. You are no good FOR me anymore. I choose to trade my bad habits in for good ones. “For it is another of nature’s laws that only a habit can subdue another habit.” I CAN BE WHAT I WILL TO BE!
This week I was ‘suppose to’ “Unless directly asked, give NO OPINIONS. Period. Be the non-judgmental OBSERVER.” Hmmmm…how is that going for you this week Rip? Ummm, do I have to be honest? I am failing, miserably. I’m not sure that I say much more than my opinions. I have a very hard time talking and I have a very hard time not talking. What is an opinion? How do people put up with me? Why do I offer my opinion if no one asks? Am I a better person for being a non-judgmental observer? Yikes…I got lots of questions running around in my head, no wonder I feeling a little overwhelmed. Never gave these issues a second thought after they got “programed” into me. I love all this new “stuff”!
I watched a movie this week: “Finding Joe” It blew me away. You know, we truly do not know what we do not know.
Years ago I was on a mission to find out financially how to handle my money and prepare for retirement. I would not accept putting my money in tax qualified plans, my money invested that still needed to have taxes taken from it, screw that!…or the stock market investing plan…nope! I found, I understand now because I put out to the universe what I was looking for and it answered me, a ‘secret’ for how to structure finances for living and retirement. After finding this, I remember asking why everyone didn’t know about this and why isn’t everyone doing this? So it became my passion to share. I am so fortunate again, but wait, I was sick and tired of being sick and tired, so I put out to the universe again, that I wanted to learn how to make permanent changes in my life, and BOOM, MKMMA appears. While watching “Finding Joe” another similar feeling surfaced, why doesn’t everyone know about this? Later in this film my question was answered! “Most people on the planet live under a kinda mass hypnosis. There’s a tremendous pressure, even in the media, on really keeping people in their place, in the sense of keeping them happy, tranced-out consumers. It’s a trance of comfort, it’s a trance of not sticking your head up above the crowd very much, that keeps the enterprise going.” WOW! Thank you so much Mark and Davene and everyone else related to the MKMMA for helping and allowing me to stick my head way up above the crowd and breaking me out of my “trance.”