My emotions have intensified since letting go of the life I had… or to be more specific, the swings have become larger… meaning I have been feeling more intense feelings of joy and happiness but also more intense feelings of sorrow and sadness. I recognize, accept and believe that I have created these new feelings. […]
2018 Week 20-Refocus Read More »
You know when you rush all day and at the end of the day, the days gone? How was your day? Were there things that made you happy… were there things that brought you joy? Do you remember your day or was it just one of those gone in a flash? I have been enjoying
2018 Week 19 – Enjoy Read More »
As I sit and think about past, present and future… I just am. I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious, and happy! While a part of me experiences the nagging burning flame of me becoming better than I am… another part of me just is. I am happy. I take the time to see
Just being. Whole, Perfect, Strong, Powerful, Loving, Harmonious, and Happy. That’s me! I struggle hardest now because I know the end of my old subconscious and the end of my old blueprint are near… and they are engaged in a hail Mary goal line stand! I get it. Fifty some odd years of building habits
2018 Week 17 Being Read More »
I am deep in thoughts this week… even more sits and thinking this week… because… things are still violently rocking my world! I am trying to make sense of things that transpire and, in a way, try to understand that I may be the one responsible for them. This week was very much like “The
2018 Week 16 Thoughts Read More »
I was going to say that a trait I have had most of my life is not quitting… but quickly the memories of college and my father come pouring back to me. You see… I did not finish college. I think from that realm I hear voices, were they really from my father or were
2018 Week 15 Stamina Read More »
As I look back past the weeks that have once again blown by, I still extend the grace to myself that I so desperately need! Family became second to God these last few weeks and in that order I approached my scheduling. I have been out of town for the last few weeks and as
2018 Week 14 – Reflections Read More »
So many things have happened… are happening… continue to happen… and I am just clinging onto the handlebars of my journey… my new life. There are days when I just have to climb into my cave, my den, my rabbit hole… and screeeeeam “TIME OUT!!!”… I need time for me! I need time to unpack
2018 Week 10 – Wow Read More »
I don’t know where time goes anymore. I thought before it was flying by… when I was negative and not enjoying life…but now… now that my life is mine again and I am doing what I want instead of doing what I have to…well ZOOOOM!!! It is really flying by! While I am working on
2018 Week 09 -Grace Read More »
Allocation to give myself grace for this week. 🙂
2018 Week 08 -Take 1 Read More »