Locked… hanging… waiting… processing… thinking …OBSERVING!!! Thanks Joan for reaching out and acknowledging the awareness I am having of myself. I seem to be in such a turmoil… at least internally. The new … or future me struggling with past… trying to make it past, me. The refusal of doing work that just simply is …
Thank you to everyone for all of your support… kind words… and kicks in the butt that I really do need. For some reason at some times I fall into pools of self pity… I get my red pencil out and start going nuts on myself. While I help others see what they do right …
Stalled… Overwhelmed… Observing… Why am I in this…. funk? Why can I see more clearly in others that which I can not see in myself? Why does my light scare me? I can disappear into sits and not want to come back to reality…. or do I go to reality when I disappear into my …
As the work gets piled on, I step back away and observe myself. Years peel back exposing the memories of my feelings like it was yesterday… STOP…. PILING … ON… THE … HOMEWORK!!! …and just like that… I am back in school! YIKES!!! It wasn’t very good the first time I felt these feelings and …
This week is a very difficult week for me… You see, I have recently become aware of the fact that I shrink so that other people won’t feel insecure around me. I thought that not only was it okay, but that I was actually helping others by not making them feel insecure around me. Explain …
Got some help from the Alliance this week with something that I was struggling with… Linking. The Blue Rectangle was introduced last week for us to use as a linking tool… to be used as a string around the finger to remember kinda deal to “link” what we have written down on our chore card …
Already Week 1 of the MKMMA is upon me… gone by me… YIKES! I struggled to make the decision to once again engage in the MasterKey Mastermind Alliance (MKMMA) or the MasterKey Experience (MKE) as some call it. The Extraordinary Eileen asked if I was participating again this year and while I pondered her question, …
Truth and Grace… truth and grace…. truth and grace…. Reminds me of our (MKMMA) chants… Do It Now… do it now…. Do it now…. Hold on…. I’m having a moment …*processing* I was going to write about how I used to go “red pencil” and talk about the less than positive feelings I have about …
Weeks are blowing by like days, months like weeks, and years… well, I think you get the picture. Ironically, I remember blogging about this exact phenomenon in one of my first blogs…BUT I remember then of being in/of the mindset of wasting my life away… trapped in a life that didn’t have a plan… or …
Serving the greater good… You cannot give and not receive, just as you cannot receive without giving. One of the lessons I love in the MasterKey is “Give more Get more.” I love to give… I love the feeling I get when I have been able to be in true service to someone. The second …