As the work gets piled on, I step back away and observe myself. Years peel back exposing the memories of my feelings like it was yesterday… STOP…. PILING … ON… THE … HOMEWORK!!! …and just like that… I am back in school! YIKES!!!
It wasn’t very good the first time I felt these feelings and I am remembering these feelings again, but this time there is a difference. This time the work I know I have to do! I have come so far already… How could I give up at this point???
So just like last year when I opened the door and there was snow halfway up the door and it was still snowing… I just laugh at how the universe wants to be… chuckling to myself as I close door, I begin to sing “let it snow let it snow let it snow…” Pile it on pile it on pile it oooooon!
I will not let my emotions nor the red pencil dictate the weight of my perceived success! I will do what I can and focus on the positivity of what I do. That which I have not done is only because I have not been able to get to it YET. I will get to it!
Thank you for sharing Rip. Just do it ! You always keep a promise, right?
Hey Pieter… easier said than done… Hmmmmmm, I have to think about this… Thanks for stopping and commenting!
Hi Rip, You will get it this time around. We are all in this together. Keep giving encouragement and keep your promises.
Hi Joan, I Believe! My future self is so awesome… how could I give up on him? It has not been easy… I do not think that I have ever taken anything on of this magnitude… but… it is MY LIFE! The heart wants what the heart wants… I just need to keep attention to it… and I need to do the work.