Okay, first… I have to thank Shelby Nolan…and I feel that just a “Thank-you” does not even come close to the gratitude that I feel in my heart for you Shelby, nor justifies the appreciation I have for what Shelby brought to me. I’m not really even sure how to explain what she brought to …
Confusion…lack of clarity…overwhelmed…stuck…not knowing what to do…not wanting to do anything. I know this place way too well…spent way too much time here. Living…”sitting” with the question; “What….. Do…. I…. Want?” *wind blows*… tumble weeds blowing by…a coyote howls in the background…silence. I know this place. I’ve been here many, many, many…have I said many… …
Are you living a life of quiet desperation? It’s more of an awareness thing rather than calling you out. Okay, how about: Are you living the life that you want? Be honest now. Would you do what you do every day even if you were not being paid for it? Answering yes to that would …
This week has been another eye-opener for me. Has this always been there??? Is it a new awareness? Experience after experience are starting to blow me away! My new awareness and perspective are inspiring me to dig in, dig deeper and try to really figure this out: 20. The subconscious mind never sleeps, never rests, …
I have become painfully aware this week that my subconscious is not going to allow me to simply change myself all-of-a-sudden. Difficulties have arisen that I’m not really prepared for. My mind is scrambled. I’m having arguments with myself. Trying to rationalize what I am feeling, what I want, what I don’t want and why …
What … Do … You … Want? Those words echo through my head. Those words have brought fear to me…since even before college. I thought that since I could not decide, I would just start trying everything. Trying everything was great, until… well…have you ever heard the expression “spread a mile wide and an inch …