Yup…scrambled. Each day brings new emotions lately. Can’t wait to get into my sits…so much that I am even doing them twice a day and even for twice or three times longer. I really love the time during my sit. Do I come back here…or is where I am going during my sit here… there…. where??? The red pill or the blue??? Outside my sit life has become a roller-coaster of emotion and clarity. From thinking I know what I want, to having no idea…from being perfectly clear…to perfectly confused…I LOVE IT! Something new is going on in me…around me…with me…I have been guided to enjoy the journey…so I am! I just know that things are about to get really wild and I am okay with that. I am okay with accepting the fact that I will be letting go of my banana…bananas. First half of my life was great…next part will be even better. I did not like change…would always order vanilla ice cream for desert…same meal at the same restaurant…. WOW….really? What was I thinking?
The awareness and perspective creeping into and around me is awesome. I made a pact with myself that this post would be positive and motivating. It’s all green pencil and growth. I choose to show and strengthen courage and let the other atrophy! I’m going for the “what is wrong with you?” question from the people that I know now…it proves to me that I am on the right track when “they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life.”
Rip, I love “The awareness and perspective creeping into and around me is awesome.” I did this discovery in Spain this week! Thanks for sharing.
Great post Rip! Isn’t awareness great? And wait….what!?! Did you say letting go of the bananas? Perfect!
New kid on the block….he’s awesome!