2016 Week04-DMP

Definite Major Purpose

MY Definite Major Purpose

Fifty-some odd years in the making…FINALLY initialized and beginning! I was going to say done…but then realized, it will never be done…it will always be changing and evolving, like me!

For as long as I can remember people always asked me…what do you want to be when you grow up, what do you want to be…and now in the MKMMA Mark asks me “WHAT DO YOU WANT?” Yikes! Stop asking me….I don’t know!!! I would go round and round and round in my head trying so hard to narrow down what I wanted to do. I had always had problems making decisions in my life…even the simple ones, so how was I supposed to decide this…and do I really have to???

I came across a read which brought about an awareness which brought about a change in me and my attitude about making decisions. NOT making a decision, especially when others are involved, was…is, the ultimate self-centered, controlling trait of someone to be in control of someone else. Another Yikes! The more I thought about this…the truer it seem to become. Then I become involved in situations where my lack of decision-making became a strain on the people involved…and I began to see this analysis as truth…and it was not very pretty. Of course awareness leads to a change of perspective…and perspective, to me, means a reason to change when what you are looking at doesn’t please oneself.

So I have started focusing on making decisions. A great perspective came to me in another read; God did not put in me the ability to make the right decision every time, but he did put in me the ability to make a decision and then make it right! Making decisions has become my new awareness and my new goals. Deciding that my two PPN’s (Personal Pivotal Needs) are Helping Others and Liberty, started me on my way to focusing on what I want. Now I formulate incorporating my Personal Pivotal Needs into my life!…into my NEW life!!!

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