Master Key

So many things have happened… are happening… continue to happen… and I am just clinging onto the handlebars of my journey… my new life. There are days when I just have to climb into my cave, my den, my rabbit hole… and screeeeeam “TIME OUT!!!”…  I need time for me!  I need time to unpack […]

I don’t know where time goes anymore.  I thought before it was flying by… when I was negative and not enjoying life…but now… now that my life is mine again and I am doing what I want instead of doing what I have to…well ZOOOOM!!!  It is really flying by! While I am working on

Allocation to give myself grace for this week. 🙂

Locked… hanging… waiting… processing… thinking …OBSERVING!!! Thanks Joan for reaching out and acknowledging the awareness I am having of myself.  I seem to be in such a turmoil… at least internally.  The new … or future me struggling with past… trying to make it past, me. The refusal of doing work that just simply is

Thank you to everyone for all of your support… kind words… and kicks in the butt that I really do need.  For some reason at some times I fall into pools of self pity… I get my red pencil out and start going nuts on myself.  While I help others see what they do right

Stalled… Overwhelmed… Observing… Why am I in this…. funk?  Why can I see more clearly in others that which I can not see in myself?  Why does my light scare me? I can disappear into sits and not want to come back to reality…. or do I go to reality when I disappear into my

As the work gets piled on, I step back away and observe myself. Years peel back exposing the memories of my feelings like it was yesterday… STOP…. PILING … ON… THE … HOMEWORK!!!  …and just like that… I am back in school!   YIKES!!! It wasn’t very good the first time I felt these feelings and

This week is a very difficult week for me… You see, I have recently become aware of the fact that I shrink so that other people won’t feel insecure around me.  I thought that not only was it okay, but that I was actually helping others by not making them feel insecure around me. Explain

Got some help from the Alliance this week with something that I was struggling with… Linking. The Blue Rectangle was introduced last week for us to use as a linking tool… to be used as a string around the finger to remember kinda deal to “link” what we have written down on our chore card